CONFESSION :D ahahaha

ok.
i wanna make a confession. in blogspot.
why blogspot ? because i have no friend who uses blogspot frequently. so, i'll be safe (i hope) :D


well.
i like a guy.
i know , i know, i've been saying that many times.
BUT. this guy's completely different. FIRST, he's not my type but i easily like'im. it means that he's special,isn't he ? SECOND, i've liked him since the first month in the first year in high school. cant ya believe it ? for someone like me, it's totally unbelievable ! THIRD, i'm being over confident with his feeling to me. i mean, he even doesn't know me yet. but, he can make me feel soooo confident that he likes me too. huaaaaaa, ironic.


his initial is.... am. #frontaltothemax !!!


ok. the big problem is that his ex girlfriend is soooo damnly cute ! you know, kinda sweet girl. but ME ? i'm completely nerd, geeky, chubby, and the worst thing is that most of my friends are afraid to me when i get angry WHICH IS mean that i'm totally NOT a sweet girl. sigh


what should i do then ?
he's the first guy who can make me feel soo.... this. i mean, noone could make me feel like this before. i know that i was saying disgusting thingy, but that's true. for God, that's so true.


now.
i don't wanna go too far. i need to keep my heart safe. but, i like to feel like this. i like to feel dizzy when he stares at me. i like to feel so weird when i don't see him for a whole day. i like to be like this. but i don't wanna get hurt :( i really dont...